Duality. Accept it.
The word of the day is duality.
Before this whole “I’m a spiritual rose dancing in the wind” movement, there was duality. Duality simply means we are ALL both angel and demon; animal and man, killers and lovers, blah blah blah.
I found within myself, I tend to struggle with my ego, when I falsify having erased ego.
To better understand ego, we need to understand what ego is at its core. Ego, in laments terms simply means you have worth. You are worthy of proper hygiene. You are worthy of love. You are worthy of this existence.
Too much, too little throws the human soul and body out of whack. Hence the term, egoistic.
As a soul operating the functions of this vehicle, we call a body, I’d be a liar to say and assume that I want nothing to do with Earths pleasures. If this was the case what would be the point of being part of this world. Why be here if not to experience all there is worth experiencing?
Like I said, it’s all about balance. In the morning, I write, I pray, I focus my energy on being solid. Being a giver more than I receive.
When the sun settles and makes its last call, I become more beast that man; maybe I go fuck, maybe I talk some shit, maybe I get SAUCED, maybe I plot to be a millionaire in 5 years.
The point I wish to arrive at is this. We must be all things. Less we struggle with our ego, our spirit, our duality. There are no more full blooded angels walking this Earth. Besides my mother.....