To experience this life is nothing short of just going through a range of issues until you one day settle upon a solution. This existence provides us with choices. Red pill, vs the blue pill type shit. This is why most believe that the matrix is a documentary and not some action-packed classic.

On one hand you can sit with all that happened to you and is happening to you. It’s easy to loathe the human experience. In fact, reclining into the worse attributes of life is and always will be the easiest of experiences.

In the other palm, you have this hard to swallow pill. That medicine that aches the body long before it heals you.

These are your choices.

This is the importance of living what you are and aspire to be. This is the importance of separating mind from the overbearing fatigue that is life. We just salmon swimming against the current and swimming up river is a difficult task. However difficult tasks are important to set out upon whenever you are charged with importance.

At the same time everything worth a damn in this realm is on the other side of everything you hate. I can’t specify this enough. A human must know themselves well enough to the point where they’re able to separate pain from their inner workings. We must digest hurt and pain. Through alchemic processes. By transmuting into stories, and art, and unfiltered love.

I attempt to not make these postings so much about my life as it steals away from proper teachings. However, my life before now has/was full of abuse from a young age. Whether it was the beatings from my father, and my memories of witnessing him do the same to my mother. Whether it was being bullied so much in school, that even with a high IQ I had to be sentences to night school just to graduate high school. Whether it was the murder of my cousin “Tank” in my home town. Race wars at my high school in 2004. Or shoot outs on the dirt roads of Alabama.

Life aint been easy but it taught me to fight. It taught me that all animals, beasts and creatures have their own struggle to rise above. There’s simply something so refreshing to the unfair human experience to understand that it is shared with those who walk beside you.

It taught me that hate is but a concentration of energy on the wrong things. Because of this, I now know that forgiveness is the only way out. I also, understand that forgiveness doesn’t necessarily mean that you have to retreat to old ways to allow a human to reintroduce hurt and pain to your life.

With all the hate I could be filled with it takes far too much energy to dislike a human when I could just better understand that humans are forever changing. So....I am not perfect nor do I aspire to be but I work on myself daily. I build routines to assist in my internal workings. I don’t look to be better than the next just better than me and who I was and where I come from.

I think that’s gangsta.

Ya know, to survive these plains of existence and to keep it moving. To see the best parts of humanity when we’re always being showed the worse.

Lol. Most things in life and media are a trap. I don’t think we engineered this place as is on purpose. Just a bunch of old white men, with old brains, that buried their souls deep and believed to heavily in their own legend. They believed in conquest. They believed conquering above all else and now the most potent drug, power. Has removed the humanity from them and they have a hard time stopping.

Hmmmm. It is worth being angry about but it’s more so worth being a better human to community. You can protest against the horrid actions of mankind or you can go back to your community and do better by them. If you want to heal and heal those around you. You start in your inner circles. You tell what you know. You tell it honest. You tell your point of view.

At days end most humans undergo identical crises. It’s all the same shit. Help the homies and teach them to help their homies. Love can spread just as quickly as hate if unencumbered.

Iono, these are just morning pages.

I’ve always just wrote and danced about love and hatred. I think it’s important to share these things, as I said, we all going through it and need the stories of those who overcame.

P.S.
There’s this thing called exercising your demons. Take it literally. Go to the gym, dance, run, bike hard until your lungs wish to collapse. This in turn, washes the soul and body of harmful energy and poison.

Hope this helps.

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